Missing Him

"Missing someone isn’t about how long it’s been since you’ve seen them last. Or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something, and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you."

Yeah it's true. It has only about 2 days that I haven't see him. He stayed at my house for two days, two days ago. But I miss him so bad. More than a word could describe. Like it says, whenever I'm doing something, I wish that he's right here with me. I wish he's holding me right now while I'm reading "How To Write and Speak Better".

Honestly speaking I feel like he's now unreachable by my bare hand. He seems so far away. We used to talk like more than 5 hours a day. But now, barely 50minutes. I miss him beyond words could say. Why does things has to change? I didn't say that he changed. I said, things. Which I couldn't tell in here.

I had a very bad nightmare. He's cheating on me. But I know he wouldn't do that to me, would he? I can't doubt him. It's bad. We're almost 1 year.. I should trust him..

How can we cry for missing someone who's still yours...??