It's Gone Actually

I thought that I somehow still L him. Thought that he's still the best in my eyes. Thought that he could be the one for me. Thought that he's the only person who could mend my heart if something happened between me and my boy. The boy is O.

I was absolutely wrong

The feeling has gone. The excitement is no longer there. I thought hearing his voice after a year would make my day. But I just realize that I don't like him. Rather annoying although he's still the same as he was before. The joy of hearing his voice after a year in my previous post was just a feeling of meeting an old friend.

And I realize for how much I love my boy. For how much he meant for me. For how happy he can mke me be. Realize that he's the only guy that's perfect for me. I love him..