The Life.

I lost a best friend that I love so much. Without knowing where I went wrong, what did I do to her to make she hates me and treats me like an enemy. Can't she atleast tell me what did I do? Did I hurt her or something?


It's not fair not knowing what you did wrong because it hurts more. And losing a best friend whom I love so much, hurts more than breaking up.

 

I barely walk. I feel like crying all the time. I still hope that it's just a dream. But it's more like an endless nightmare because it keeps going on everyday. Then I realize that it wasn't a dream. It's true. I lost her. I lost part of me. She's like my other half. 

I still can't accept the truth that she did this to me. What did I do? Don't she knows me well? We've been best friend for 4 years but.... She doesn't trust me. People said we were twins. We look almost the same and we were very close! But she doesn't know me well like she said she was.  

She's always there when I needed her the most. We've been through ups and downs. She's always there. She even risked her life for me. We were like sisters. 

WHAT DID I DO?!!!

If it's my fault, I'll accept it and I will go away from your life forever. Why can't you ask me? Why do you have to listen to others? Why do you have to trust your boyfriend more? Don't you remember who matchmake you with your boyfriend? 

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP 

FOR NO REASON AT ALL?!

  
I'm still clueless about what's going on. It happens suddenly. That's why I'm so clueless and keep wondering what did I do wrong?

If she really is my best friend, she would call me and ask me. But no. I'm going through a really tough time. I need her. But she leaves me alone.

It all happened after our friendship necklace is broken. The one with her. It was a sign that our friendship will end.

I wonder how long will it last. How long can she hates me?